is this what i wished for?

its been so long..
just 2 days ago, i made a wish, then on the same night i found you

at last, after 10 years.. i tot you went away and will never come back

but you are back and will be here for good, i feel excited and more than happy

i couldnt sleep and went to flip thru all the stuff that i have kept

they have all turn yellow but the memories are still in my head and will always be

you mention about the last meeting we have, i only have a vague memory of it, but you remembered

its not a dream really, it really happened just that i dont want you to know that i remembered it too

i've been thinking are we still like before? or we have changed, or mayb i have changed

my tots are occupied, but not entirely about you.. there is someone else

something precious drop on the floor today and i paused for awhile before i decided to pick it up again, i dunno what to do now, i am lost

i told you i am tired of my life, you say its because it has become a routine and change is needed

i agree with that, but will the change involve you? i am not sure too

i guess time will tell...